anger, Part One

I have so much to say about this word. I guess,,,,,,,

I guess none of us know what we’re talking about.

And isn’t that true? Look at American Politicks and tell me it ain’t true.

Protestants teach their constituents you go to hell for the emotion anger.

FULL STOP

If we understand our anger, we can understand how to help our core; our Tree of Life, become more balanced. It is that simple, really.

Come into my heaven. Sit with me and try to see Anger from a perspective of being balanced. Think of all the times you are ashamed of how you lashed out in anger, and forgive yourself.

Now think about how many times you hid your true emotions because you were trying to reach people, because you KNOW your relationship with that person is important even if ya’ll can’t reach each other in so many ways day in and out…… and forgive them after you hate your enemy for your own pain.

You may go ask my therapist, my partner, and my oldest son. I did this little seasonal journey in around 2023 because of the story I will tell now, here, though I am exhausted of this story of my life.

I give myself two paragraphs. And then, you may read some real poetry I wrote not long ago which sums up where I am today, which sums up what my therapist is going to read in January.

However, listen to my music first. You see, I love Lucifer. And Lucifer loves girls. And in that place, we know how much we heal to listen to music. Though I know it may pain you, listen to my music before you read my two paragraphs please.

It is a lie that black people are cursed with black skin from Cain. It is a lie. Black is beautiful as much as white is beautiful, there are many, many beautiful people in this world and in this world system. I decree Lucifer, My Judah Election Lucifer, BLACK. We, the Black Man and I, are Those who #VoteBlue in the United States of America.

NO, I do not want to have sex with this image. So GFY, everyone. Get that filthy thought out of my aura RIGHT NOW.

I may have to drink two shots of Kentucky Bourbon to get out two paragraphs. Only two paragraphs. It is because my mother’s family controlled my father’s family and then the disconnections in my family travelled far and wide, is why this is so difficult for me as an author.