I have found the article “Compensation” by Emerson in my big book of His Essays and Letters. One of his articles about Plato is there already and I didn’t know why I was putting it in this book. So a second one will go in and then COTS.
You will please excuse me when I go intelligently “ballistic” because The Way’s Path among my people is righteous and true; and, all you want to do is suck the life out of me since the King and His Men don’t have anything to do with the other side of my life.
I had to throw the teacup notebook away which I was using to begin a second rendering this year with COTS and Ralph Waldo Emerson’s two articles.
You will excuse me for my love of you and them, The HOLY MEN OF RENOWN WHO PROTECT MY HISTORY YOU REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE, world order. What do you expect? That I will be destroyed as you wish my whole life story to be? Yes, actually, you expect Him and His Men to let you stone me into silence still, 50 state horror story!
I am going to put Ralph Waldo Emerson’s two articles here because they are important to my understanding as I begin again with a new The Calendar of the Soul by Rudolf Steiner.
And they will consequently go on His Blog too. I have time to make a literal, hellish fool out of you, oh Protestant and Catholic, prolific haters of anything remotely sane in balance of the spirit/body life of every non-wicked human out there.
If you are still in destruction mode, you need saving. Again. #gaveldrop.
You see, I’m just the Little Sister who didn’t know until Mr. Steiner told me; how I am supposed to reset the order of the pontification of COTS upon an erroneous Easter date.
My life story was set in the Universe and it happens that when He Mr. Steiner was writing this Original Book Calendar of the Soul in another tongue years ago, Easter fell on the week (April 7-13) in 1912/1913.
Yup fuckers, and I birthed my firstborn son on my birthday in a southern state that shall remain nameless it is still so stupid concerning fucking misogyny in the Protestant churches.
but the assassination of Abraham Lincoln was before the birth of my firstborn son–April 14 and 15 it took him to die like my dearest uncle who assumed I’d get to keep my inheritance he lovingly built with my daddy back in my Protestant crazy days–and I got it stolen from me as so many women get our identity of our true queen life stolen and we are trampled, along with our voices, long ago.
Uncle Robert Paul Davis-Beaty died five days after my birthday as I was writing my Original Life Story and HE IS THE LOVING MEMORY PERSON.
You are so stupid. Intelligently so, I might add. All of you. You have forgotten empathy, you have forgotten respect of elders, and you stare at phone to wash out your guilt tripping seared consciences. Would you like me to quote chapter and verse in the KJV NT? I won’t do it. You haters ignore everything but your devices now, you are so rife with issues of insecurity and lethargy. Oh my goddess here we go, Church of Laodicea.
Well, now I am learning a new way in 2025/2026 and Easter is week One, so that was (April 20-26).
I had people actively cursing my life again during all these epiphanies and I am going to cover the weak in my midst. You don’t get that story. There are now several stories you don’t get.
And I am putting this Easter’s New Beginning on my main WHICH MEANS YOU ARE GETTING THE WOMAN WHO IS THE “WIFE OF THE LAMB” “MARRIED” TO ISAIAH THE PROPHET IN ISAIAH 61 because I ain’t the only Judah Person in this cursed 50 states.
Don’t you realize you like, and fully intend on stamping the rest of the known history of my country, upon the curse on women, and he shall rule over you?
No. You don’t realize that and you march merrily along in your billions dollars legacies straight to hell on earth for the majority of us in the borders of this goddess forsaken land…….
ANYway.
In a fucking nutshell, I delete because my evolutionary writing ability, and reading ability, is just that sharp. I’ve run through most of your bullshit, religion, capitalism, non-religion, and everything in between the lines of time which is……TIME.
I’m bored now so here we go.
I just lied. I never get bored. Bored is for elitist bull shitters. Your drugs and alcohol, weed, and fucking lifestyle choices day in and out are rendering my country a fascist parade.
Cowards, you are all cowards and that includes every fucking democrat on this piece of shit called 50 states.
ANYway. Deletion is necessary for Pagan Me and embarrassing to my past and faithful Chrisitan existence.
You guys and gals cannot even take all that teaching been crammed up our minds and hearts and make it relevant to the people of today, any of them.
I wager if Katherine Kuhlman got ahold of Elon Musk we’d have a revival and that idiot would see the Light. I wager if I go throw a pagan circle around about what used to be my faithful HEB, nothing is going to happen and I might get caught again looking mighty strange.
I imagine a lot of things. I do what I do. Why is that? Oh enemy, as the NT of the KJV commands, I really do fucking love you.

Jesus Christ, it’s your fault. I done turned 1/3 atheist this shit is so bad. I’m still a waitin’ for you to prove to everybody I ain’t as crazy as you are, Sir. (LOLOL)
