May our past/present Selves love our whole Us and see as well as nurture our intellect and mental vision and artistry.
In near and far contemplation in relationally-future, wise, finest choices in companionship, people who are there steadily—as are you—supporting balanced soul growth is optimal.
Polarity: forty-fifth week
“My power of thought grows firm
United with the spirit’s birth
It lifts thesenses’ dull attractions
To bright-lit clarity….”
18 (9X2; 666) LAGUZ
“…flow, water, that which conducts….”
I am grateful Earth-wide for Water Benders working to bring clean waters.
“For while the sun strives for differentiation, the moon draws us toward union and merging…..”
Permutation is saving me again…….what is it pray tell? A way, especially out of several possible variations, in which a set or number of things can be ordered or arranged…….
On the 21 of February of 2025 I placed Botannical Inspirations by Lynn Araujo into my very bright pink, fuzzy book which houses living quotes of Ralph H. Blum from my oldest owned rune set:
I’m Thinkin’ this is Dad’s Oak Tree and Patrick’s Ajuga now. LOLOL I birthed Patrick on my birthday (#ARIES 1966 and 1993) but the Dad, he’s still fussing at me through various peoples and so he is gettin’ MADAM GUYON and everybody else is gettin’ GALADRIEL
This page above has been awaiting my return. I re-surrected myself as Madam Guyon last week and was overtaken by a spirit of religion at the same time I watched all three LOTR original movies across 4 days.
And a private move happened which shall NOT be released because we are back in The Double Moons Prayer Initiative HERE in a very good, a very good way.
It is a part of the New Jerusalem and it is something which I must show you the authorship in heaven being given to the King on Earth, wherever He is:
I have scrupulously refused to deny my past and committed myself to going through MADAM GUYON’s book. Again. Sure; I’ll go through it and finish it.
But it ain’t coming to blogs. SMILE.
The last thing I will do is NEVER inform my enemies up close and far away about Keys of the Kingdom given only to Him. They all, my enemies, have been pulling information out of me, draining me of my Spiritual Life, and calling it their own for years, or if we are to believe the Lord about His Return, GENERATIONS.
I WONDER HOW MANY WOMEN I AM SPEAKING FOR NOW.
I know who my Elijah is now and we do not exist, Mary Magdalene and Elijah, to the Western World.
THE CRYSTAL BIBLE BY JUDY HALL, QUOTE I HIGHLIGHTED 20 JUN 2025:
lol i need more light. I lit the candle above. Ya’ll, for the first time ever, i am using a candle for more light in a little place like they used to do. Goddess damn Jesus Christ where have you astral projected me to today?
Okay here comes religious voice: TODAY if you hear MY VOICE:
ANYWAY …… “OBSIDIAN CAN FACILITATE GOING BACK TO PAST LIVES TO HEAL FESTERING EMOTIONS OR TRAUMA THAT HAS CARRIED FORWARD INTO THE PRESENT. OBSIDIAN IS A STRONGLY PROTECTIVE STONE, FORMING A SHIELD AGAINST NEGATIVITY, IT PROVIDES A GROUNDING CORD* FROM THE BASE CHAKRA* TO THE CENTER OF THE EARTH…..”
I’ve been carrying my ELIJAH’S DOUBLE TERMINATOR OBSIDIAN WITH MY TINY CRYSTAL BALL YOU CANNOT SEE THROUGH TOGETHER WITH RUNES AND CHAKRA. THEY ARE SITTING ON MY DESK LEADING ME NOW AND I KEEP THEM WITH ME 100 PERCENT OF THE TIME.
NOW THEY ARE SHOWING the world system HOW CRYSTALS, RUNES, ORACLE CARDS, CANDLES, INCENSE, HERBS ETC ARE WORSHIP TOOLS OF LUV NEVER FAILS/ AND, THIS IS BROUGHT TO EVERYONE GOOD BY LITTLE SISTER AND ELIJAH WHO IS FROM AUSTRALIA.
//BEGINNING
Rudolf Steiner is kicking my astral projecting ass this time around in COTS. What One notices when One reads this little book is the STEINER WAS USING SUBTRACTION TO TURN BACK TIME IN ORDER TO BALANCE WITH PROPER ASTROLOGY/ASTRONOMY POLARITY.
I can see all the astrologists/astronomists start fighting again.
Create a featured image that captures the essence of spiritual exploration and connection with nature, inspired by Rudolf Steiner’s “Calendar of the Soul.” The image should prominently feature a mystical oak tree as a symbol of wisdom and grounding, surrounded by vibrant botanical elements. Incorporate a soft, ethereal glow, reminiscent of dawn light, creating an inspiring and uplifting ambiance. The style should be a blend of realism and fantasy, emphasizing rich colors and intricate details. Ensure the final image is high resolution and highly detailed, with a sharp focus on the tree and surrounding foliage, evoking a sense of wonder and spiritual awakening.
Create a highly detailed, high-resolution featured image for a blog post about “Threatening; COTS by Rudolf Steiner, Week 7 (June 1-7) 2025 with Week 46 polarity.” The image should convey a sense of contemplation and mystery, featuring symbolic elements related to Rudolf Steiner’s teachings, such as nature, spirituality, and transformation. Use soft ambient light to create an ethereal atmosphere, with shadows adding depth and intrigue. The composition should be harmonious yet thought-provoking, emphasizing the themes of polarity and change. Ensure the image is in sharp focus to highlight intricate details.
I watch the birdies
take a dust bath
where my grass and weeds
really should grow
The Minute Glass ran down
perhaps I’ll buy an hourglass
Someday
7. Seventh Week (June 1-7)
“Take up with strength your rightful task
Replace in me the power of thought
Which in the senses’ glory
Would gladly lose itself.”
46. Forty-sixth week
“Now memory, come forth
From spirit depths, enkindling light….”
Dearest Luv Life,
There is no magic here in Rudolf Steiner’s COTS:
(on a scale balance, the fulcrum is COTS and the left side is the 46th week while the right side is the 7th week)
On the Left: The world is Threatening…. On the Right: My self is threatening
because there is a terrible threat in me and thee….#carabc
I have tried to blend my pagan life and Christian life for years. I am an atheist if I walk into buildings of churches and nothing of the sort otherwise.
Eclectic spirituality is a “thing” in this day and age I guess.
I have some major entities to pull down around me. I am Wiccan and High Priestess with nobody but myself when I begin.
Why?
Smile.
I never ask that, remember?
And, a spirit divorce was made final tonight, it is the birthday of my youngest child and what is more, it is the age my brother died.
A cycle is complete. I am grateful to still be here, to still be someone who can enjoy life, and to be at a point of breakthrough in the Spirit Life.
I cannot announce what work must be done.
Entities and their cohorts are watching.
May 25, 2025: Exoneration is a risky business to many an Exorcist. #TribeJudah election requires exoneration; however, few of us live in the actual reality of it and we don’t talk about it. I blogged it; I wrote it in three books under lock and key as of last night, my youngest daughter’s birthday.
All things in their time.
That is supposed to rhyme.
With goodness everywhere.
There is a Triangle, a Circle, a Square.
Can you tell I can see only the light of silvery moon?
In phases when it is one hundred degrees at noon?
Photo by Joonas ku00e4u00e4riu00e4inen on Pexels.com
In my newer life as the old skin of religion was shed, I would phase in and out of books and their messages for various reasons. One such book which yet again will remain a reference like my essential oils and herb volumes, is WICCA: the Complete Craft by DJ Conway.
When it came back in, I needed help from the book for a rather large epiphany and the management of my new lifestyle. PAGANISM by Joyce and River Higgenbotham is a better book for me; however, it goes not into the actual craft of using majick.
I am breaking it off for the second time; however, for some reason Great Spirit called up three books alongside Mr. Conway’s and they will continue to be read.
What is my reason? I can show in one of my majick books where I first come against the patriarchy; and then, I come against the matriarchy. I can see the advantages of matriarchy as a post-cult adherent and a girl. That doesn’t change some facts in my case about proper authority, and I do not agree, nor will I ever, with Goddess being initial. I don’t actually agree with Gods being initial. I don’t know what I believe in as to balance anymore because all I’ve ever known is people being unbalanced.
The Bible is a good place here imho….self-discipline and common bonds of unity exhortations throughout the New Testament are what I am talking about.
For Me, being only Pagan and fully still appreciating the Trinity of the Bible is best, while being a practicing Wiccan for the spells and casting of circles being the addition to Paleo-Pagan, etc….in my new life….is a better balance.
Please understand my immortality here: I have had ancient wisdom for years and was throwing pagan circles as a christian, quietly, and I knew not where the understanding to do so came from. This is not the only thing about me which is strange. I am sorry if my explaining it is offensive to anyone.
Examples:
I will say it again: Yes, I’m a Goddess. No, I am not comfortable with the common arrangement of Wiccans where there is a High Priestess and High Priest. That sort of language and ritual base gives me the creeps but that’s not because of my spirituality now; it is what spirituality was required for me to be in my past that is the problem.
And I will not ever be in pagan rituals where there is a small group doing majick. Honestly, I would never fit in a group setting and my power would ruin their unity. I am not into that sort of thing, either, as far as power plays; however, people have been competing with my spirituality for years and I am exhausted at the lack of discipline in group settings if my real truth is told.
Protestants and Catholics are so damn hard-hearted about their spirituality; I am really put out about all this at the moment. I appreciate all places of growth in spirituality and the human being. I do not appreciate imbalance like I see everywhere. It is that simple for me.
Author and Solitary Wiccan Mentor Scott Campbell and the eight wiccan celebrations are my Way now. But when I need to kick ass as a Wiccan, I can always allow Mr. Conway to help. He is very balanced in that Way, and I appreciate his cautions and narrative.
Create a highly detailed, sharp-focused image depicting a serene, mystical setting that embodies themes of Paganism and Wicca. The main subject is an open book, _WICCA: the Complete Craft_, resting on an aged wooden altar surrounded by herbs, essential oils, and candles that emit a soft, warm glow. The background features nature elements like ferns and soft, diffused light filtering through trees, creating an ethereal atmosphere. Capture the essence of ancient wisdom and a solitary spiritual journey, using high resolution to emphasize intricate details and textures in the scene.
Please excuse me as I reset my Sanity again for the umpteenth time since 1989 when my life fell apart. I am grateful for my life, and some days, I am the only person in this 50 state mirage of beauty who is grateful for my life.
Have at it. I destroy you; you destroy me. Civil War, set me free.
I turned weird again for a while and have decided to open up runes with my main blog to get my PROTESTant people group over the fact that they just don’t “do” majic my way as who I am and so they can have their little majic life their way or be the atheist they have become their way.
Glad you are happy without me.
Create a highly detailed and visually striking featured image that encapsulates the themes of personal reflection, chaos, and spirituality from “The Calendar of the Soul” by Rudolf Steiner. The image should depict a serene landscape with contrasting elements symbolizing inner turmoil, like a peaceful sunrise juxtaposed with dark, swirling clouds. Include subtle runes in the foreground to represent the mystical aspects of the blog post. Use soft, ambient lighting to create a tranquil yet thought-provoking atmosphere. Emphasize sharp focus and high resolution for a captivating visual experience.
I chose JERA, HARVEST. And all I need is love for this narrative now, oh Judah; I do not thank the Protestant Church for the destruction of my life by your Catholic Womb, my mother.
This isn’t about forgiveness for me, I have nothing to forgive. I thank everyone along the way all the time. Nobody taught me that skill, gratefulness has always been my Creed.
And that gratefulness is the reason I heal and don’t need to forgive anyone. But it also is a way to stay isolated because there are very few people in my 59 year life who care about other people in the details enough to be willing to change habits, statements they make continually no matter how much a girl tries, and etc.
I chose this notebook so I can walk the garden path and produce healing. COTS is full of healing and wisdom nuggets year ‘round that protect my aging mind from the cancers eating away at this society and its history.
And I already know you think me daft for spinning a little tale about a cottage in some long-forgotten place. That’s the problem; you have forgotten love and grace.
A NEW WAY
to live
in love
from Easter to Michaelmas
and back again.
Calendar of the Soul by Rudolf Steiner with Botanical Inspirations by Lynn Araijo
I have found the article “Compensation” by Emerson in my big book of His Essays and Letters. One of his articles about Plato is there already and I didn’t know why I was putting it in this book. So a second one will go in and then COTS.
You will please excuse me when I go intelligently “ballistic” because The Way’s Path among my people is righteous and true; and, all you want to do is suck the life out of me since the King and His Men don’t have anything to do with the other side of my life.
I had to throw the teacup notebook away which I was using to begin a second rendering this year with COTS and Ralph Waldo Emerson’s two articles.
You will excuse me for my love of you and them, The HOLY MEN OF RENOWN WHO PROTECT MY HISTORY YOU REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE, world order. What do you expect? That I will be destroyed as you wish my whole life story to be? Yes, actually, you expect Him and His Men to let you stone me into silence still, 50 state horror story!
I am going to put Ralph Waldo Emerson’s two articles here because they are important to my understanding as I begin again with a new The Calendar of the Soul by Rudolf Steiner.
And they will consequently go on His Blog too. I have time to make a literal, hellish fool out of you, oh Protestant and Catholic, prolific haters of anything remotely sane in balance of the spirit/body life of every non-wicked human out there.
If you are still in destruction mode, you need saving. Again. #gaveldrop.
You see, I’m just the Little Sister who didn’t know until Mr. Steiner told me; how I am supposed to reset the order of the pontification of COTS upon an erroneous Easter date.
My life story was set in the Universe and it happens that when He Mr. Steiner was writing this Original Book Calendar of the Soul in another tongue years ago, Easter fell on the week (April 7-13) in 1912/1913.
Yup fuckers, and I birthed my firstborn son on my birthday in a southern state that shall remain nameless it is still so stupid concerning fucking misogyny in the Protestant churches.
but the assassination of Abraham Lincoln was before the birth of my firstborn son–April 14 and 15 it took him to die like my dearest uncle who assumed I’d get to keep my inheritance he lovingly built with my daddy back in my Protestant crazy days–and I got it stolen from me as so many women get our identity of our true queen life stolen and we are trampled, along with our voices, long ago.
Uncle Robert Paul Davis-Beaty died five days after my birthday as I was writing my Original Life Story and HE IS THE LOVING MEMORY PERSON.
You are so stupid. Intelligently so, I might add. All of you. You have forgotten empathy, you have forgotten respect of elders, and you stare at phone to wash out your guilt tripping seared consciences. Would you like me to quote chapter and verse in the KJV NT? I won’t do it. You haters ignore everything but your devices now, you are so rife with issues of insecurity and lethargy. Oh my goddess here we go, Church of Laodicea.
Well, now I am learning a new way in 2025/2026 and Easter is week One, so that was (April 20-26).
I had people actively cursing my life again during all these epiphanies and I am going to cover the weak in my midst. You don’t get that story. There are now several stories you don’t get.
And I am putting this Easter’s New Beginning on my main WHICH MEANS YOU ARE GETTING THE WOMAN WHO IS THE “WIFE OF THE LAMB” “MARRIED” TO ISAIAH THE PROPHET IN ISAIAH 61 because I ain’t the only Judah Person in this cursed 50 states.
Don’t you realize you like, and fully intend on stamping the rest of the known history of my country, upon the curse on women, and he shall rule over you?
No. You don’t realize that and you march merrily along in your billions dollars legacies straight to hell on earth for the majority of us in the borders of this goddess forsaken land…….
ANYway.
In a fucking nutshell, I delete because my evolutionary writing ability, and reading ability, is just that sharp. I’ve run through most of your bullshit, religion, capitalism, non-religion, and everything in between the lines of time which is……TIME.
I’m bored now so here we go.
I just lied. I never get bored. Bored is for elitist bull shitters. Your drugs and alcohol, weed, and fucking lifestyle choices day in and out are rendering my country a fascist parade.
Cowards, you are all cowards and that includes every fucking democrat on this piece of shit called 50 states.
ANYway. Deletion is necessary for Pagan Me and embarrassing to my past and faithful Chrisitan existence.
You guys and gals cannot even take all that teaching been crammed up our minds and hearts and make it relevant to the people of today, any of them.
I wager if Katherine Kuhlman got ahold of Elon Musk we’d have a revival and that idiot would see the Light. I wager if I go throw a pagan circle around about what used to be my faithful HEB, nothing is going to happen and I might get caught again looking mighty strange.
I imagine a lot of things. I do what I do. Why is that? Oh enemy, as the NT of the KJV commands, I really do fucking love you.
Jesus Christ, it’s your fault. I done turned 1/3 atheist this shit is so bad. I’m still a waitin’ for you to prove to everybody I ain’t as crazy as you are, Sir. (LOLOL)
I feel rather strongly that the best thing to do, when our freedom inside our own lives is at stake, is to set people free whom we love that never really wanted us in their lives to begin with.
I have people in my life, and sometimes honestly none occasionally, who never have really wanted me in their lives.
What is more, they never understood they in the future of September 27, 2008 were going to be people I would have to say—you were not worth the love, effort and time I give you, have given you, or painfully now due to your actions: do give you.
And you chose that idea, kept choosing it. Why must some people always be your enemy?
I am glad, to let you go to your place. I am glad the day before age 59; I can say, it is better for my soul to never see you of your free will and
Never. Mine.
I strangely moved “Calendar of the Soul” by Rudolf Steiner around a few times, particularly last year I felt stupid to be moving it around.
And then for this birthday, I chose to send my other one and the little notebooks I wrote in, to my brother’s namesake born on my birthday.
Some have tormented my sons and younger daughters as well. It is because there is so much hate for mothers, generally.
Now let me switch gears to the me in love with everyone.
This “Calendar of the Soul” is different than the one I just gave my son which I had used for several years. I will explain this thing later; however, now, I need it known that the miracle of my abilities spiritually came forth with this little volume and how I put it on my Emerson and Longfellow blog for a while, and I felt stupid doing so. I had no reason to do this thing.
And then I ordered the little book for another enjoyable year:
“It is apparent that the “Calendar of the Soul” is composed of corresponding verses that divide the year into two halves, from Easter to Michaelmas, and back again to Easter.”
First of All, have I not strangely told everyone that my brother is ARCAngel Michael? I was connected through Rudolf Steiner’s writings to Michaelmas. Second of All, Easter is about the arising of the Lord.
And my Easter has no celebration save for the fact He is returned, not that he arose over 2,000 years ago so I am not celebrating the same way anyone I know is celebrating, and I can assure everyone, it is a miracle and a privilege of Tribe Judah Gentile election which compels my statements.
It isn’t about Me, it is about Him and what you all are still doing to Him, politically. I will have no part in it.
That does not mean I will not celebrate, though.
“This tracing of the related weeks is a gesture akin to the process of evolution.”
There is a new way of presentation for me in this particular volume, and you will plainly see it in my journaling coming here.
“Subtracting means, therefore, on the one hand a diminishing, but on he other it creates a new principle of evolution, that of polarity….”
This statement above is about “tracing” and will be brought forth as I learn by reading yet again and doing what is in this book to do.
And then……here is the reason my SoulSpirit knew KNOWS I was going to order a new one after giving my paperback version to my brother ARCMichael’s namesake with my own diaries in my own hand—as one of his birthday presents because he was born on the same day I was born.
My Sons are Eagles Phoenix according to the Eagles of the book of ISAIAH. And He got an Eagle as my second Son on His Birthday got one…..never doubt Me my sons; there will be forthcoming the third Eagle…..
My Daughters are coming. As I see the transformation they will receive Eagles as well, some of them open to gift-giving with parents.
“There is no better description of the process than the one Emerson gave in his essay “Compensation”:
(Sorceress Note: Compensation I HAVE. It will be read and given artwork as this other work by Rudolf Steiner will be started.
“ “ Polarity, or action and reaction, we meet in every part of nature; in darkness and light; in heat and cold;…..” “
The Introductory material is from Hans Pusch in the “chapter” CORRESPONDING VERSES OF THE CALENDAR OF THE SOUL
And this my dear family worldwide, is how a sorceress/shaman weaves and weaves never knowing the treasure of the next page she turns, even as she keeps writing poetry.
It is the hardest thing, for a mother, to give children set in such different paths what they crave: a life without their parents (and as it seems for some or many of them, without their mother).
This is love, as a mother. Give up those who do not want to give love to you.
It hurts. But I am transferring my pain not only to the face I have seen, that Face, and the burdens He carries, but to myself watching my brother die twice in two years and the fact I have been very alone all my life. A Demon spoke through my Voice the very day or day before my brother gave his life up in 1980, in 2008.
You destroyed me 50 States. Smile. I arise with Sounds of Silence by three men: Simon & Garfunkel and Disturbed:
Try living that way, white people world. See if perhaps you need to rethink your ideas about pain and suffering. Jane Elliott is the Woman for you. And Isabel Wilkerson…….
I am not alone now. I will transfer the pain of the death of a few relationships to the living and real relationship which we have been forced to call mystery even when we are both in the same room sometimes.
I have found the article “Compensation” by Emerson in my big book of His Essays and Letters. One of his articles about Plato is there already and I didn’t know why I was putting it in this book. So a second one will go in and then COTS.
Because really, our two faces are the only mirror I have of this pain.
So this new diary is going to learn this new way to contemplate Calendar of the Soul by Rudolf Steiner.
May 25, 2025: I had to throw away two or three new books I was trying to begin in my own hand; trying to weave my entire family existence into the framework, and last night I threw the last attempt away. I think I have deleted all the books’ front covers.
When I get going, here is the book. I go to the Cottage in Visionary Style as Wiccan now; however, on other blogs, I must start over because the Protestant and Catholic paradigms will never in my lifetime repent enough for what you are doing to Him.
I love you. I always have and will. May you know that going into TS Eliot’s “The Wasteland”. You now know I trust This Man. He will bring us back together again, but I put zero expectations on anyone.
I know my love of you. I know how I have suffered for you, with you. Come. See me. That stance I can accept, and even at the words of my partner, our only boundary is : THE PAST IS PAST. But a new beginning with your family members wholly is your choice to TS Eliot’s Wasteland in my entire, mysterious and concrete….life.
A Tribe Judah Gentile Shares 