12:44; otherwise known as 1244 MILITARY TIME PART TWO

I stare at my Crystal, a gift.

And I get a drink of water where

I buy coffee and trade friends

For PTSD symptoms’ life Sift

I Am but sand upon the shore

One grain, given to me luckily

Among many of them, lost are we

So I go buy bread at the store.

I could make it and stay in my abode

But then I’d be lonely, depressed

Because this society disregards me like

the bowels’ movement into the commode.

Awash am I in the sewer of life’s politicks

And religion of my youth’s discipline

Do we always have to rebel like is the norm?

Or am I ice cream patriarchy’s men lick?

And oh my GOD AND GODDESS; MY GOD AND GODDESS

WHY HAS THOU FORSAKEN THE POOR AND NEEDY?

OH MY GODDESS AND GOD; MY GODDESS AND GOD

WHY ARE MY PEOPLE SLAIN DAY AND NIGHT; NIGHT AND DAY?

I do not blame Thee, my Free

I do not shame Thee, my Lee

Lee—the side away from wind

Why do people treat people

Like ghouls being slain by steeples’

Crimes upon humanity’s PAIN?

COME STORMS, ICE, FIRE, WIND, RAIN???

I always remember Thee, my Luv Life; and, as wrong as I appear to be constantly, forgive me please, You come back to Me as Real People, in all Goodness and Love, from Heaven Above.

That there, what I just stated above, is what a reincarnationist is—what a universalist IS. We remember The Good in Balance. Certainly, we know you have a dark side. We love your dark side. We love your light side.

RUDOLF STEINER’S COTS with little ole cara coffey who gives a shit, moving this artwork over here so I can Tribe Judah heal in this timeframe of what the fuq this shit is. Because I dunno, and I don’t want to know if you think you know. You don’t. PART ONE 1:11 PMC 08/JANUARY/2025 completed

That AI generation of my title is accurate, as an infant, I looked like a Girl Baby Buddah:

This image looks like a dream catcher. I have one, and I would prefer the one here. I will try to get a Buddha Dream Catcher soon. Much Love to my Indian and Asian People Groups. I hope you are safe today.

Okay and then, after all the catch the fuq up work I’m doing today, each article will start at New Moon Cycle and end at Full Moon with my ponderings. I promise not to cuss.

I’m coming through too many PTSD symptoms while still writing and vacuuming and I need to do math. So IF YOU HAVE NOT THROWN YOUR LAPTOP, YOUR PHONE, OR YOUR PUPPY, I THINK YOU’RE A GOOD PERSON today.

My fourth kid is a Swiftie. She can move like a Pentacostal in Worship like her mother so whatever.

We ain’t showing up now, Bitch. Just shake it off.

This is me today. Falling down the stairs is normal. Cursing an Entity with a lady accidentally taking out a window, the glass shattered, with everyone unhurt at one of my favorite places, is a normal me thing too, this year.

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In the next four years I will smile at you. It’s free.

Here are WE: The Tree of Life at the End of Revelation, KJV.

Hazy’s World on YouTube

Follow Me: if they’re

Gonna argue

And you’ve tried

Till you’ve died inside

In the gamut that they

Require hide.

Let’s make a self-love, reflective

and gorgeous stew.

#ENOCHTara #carabc

If you hav no fucks left to give, why do you give a shit (in anger, rage and frustration) about everything when I’m around?

This is an AI generated Lioness of the “Cartoon Style”. I Am Tribe Judah Elect with this opinion you won’t pay attention to because you never believe me.

Seriously though, I have people repeatedly saying for the last ten years…… they don’t care, they have no fucks left to give, they are standing their ground, that others must come to them to reconcile, that….that…..that…..

If all that shit you’re word-salad spewing at me on media particularly and face to face occasionally is true, why in the living hell literally do you DO give a shit when I have an opinion, a need to accomplish something a certain way, a life to live too, and

Worth to two Men I saw Christmas Day, 2024. The Day or Two after that, there were multitude of people serving me at My Starbucks who see me as a worthy thing called HUMAN.

My whole life is My Jungle. You are the Humans in it. I Am the ARCAngel who is trying to reach you:

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If you are safe this moment, do you realize how many men and women, women and men are with you, earned for you and with you, that very safety?

#ENOCHTARA

#CARAbc

The feature Image read the title: Create a featured image depicting a fierce lioness in a vibrant, cartoon style, embodying strength and resilience. The lioness should be the central subject, portrayed with vivid colors and exaggerated features to emphasize its character. Include a lush jungle background filled with silhouettes of humans, representing a diverse crowd in a dynamic and vibrant setting, suggesting connection and community. The lighting should be bright and warm, evoking a sense of empowerment and action. Aim for a high-resolution, highly detailed image with sharp focus to capture the intricate details of both the lioness and the surrounding environment.

My first lioness is Elect Queens Worldwide you know not of. Here SHE IS TIGRESS:

Above is “Tigress in the City” by #carabc and my AI generation with WordPress and Jetpack. I chose “cinematic” for the genera of the production of the image. HTHs, ya’ll, because I am tired of being rejected. I wonder how many people able to produce the machinery and programming able to do what I can click buttons and get the image are? Rejected?

The Lord has opened the SEAL : 2:33 PMC One Day; 10:44 AMC 05 DECEMBER 2024.

Final edit, no parts but a stand alone article; 19 december 2024

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We have this issue everywhere among any formerly or/and informally educated children who become adults riddled with issues which they systematically blame parents for arrogantly.

From a young age, my life was formed by the will of my parents to secrecy. The Klonek Family were child molesters and rapists who became Christians and my father was instrumental in their conversion. He was a missionary to the Klonek Family, but when it was found I Am an ARCAngel, a Witness to The Master, and a Sorceress, my whole life was destroyed because my mother would not tell me the truth.

I knew the schisms were there. Now you see my complete “Lamb” side named GAIA, who TRIES EACH DAY TO DO NO HARM. I must forget all else what has happened in relationships. People who won’t admit their issues of older child (12 on up) and teen issues in the millions plus male chauvinists worldwide and their girl compatriots who just are lazy-ass middle to upper income women destroy a lot of people over time, yest they do.

The Master is simply any man or woman in authority. I use the term because the Disciples of Jesus Christ, all 12 men, called Him Thus.

I know the Lord. He hates the distinction and will not stand for it now.

#ENOCHTARA

Anyway, moving on, I pass to my children NO HIDDENNES. I hate it, I will not abide it in their lives, and I am grateful we are all in a clear pathway of healing individually.

anger, Part One

I have so much to say about this word. I guess,,,,,,,

I guess none of us know what we’re talking about.

And isn’t that true? Look at American Politicks and tell me it ain’t true.

Protestants teach their constituents you go to hell for the emotion anger.

FULL STOP

If we understand our anger, we can understand how to help our core; our Tree of Life, become more balanced. It is that simple, really.

Come into my heaven. Sit with me and try to see Anger from a perspective of being balanced. Think of all the times you are ashamed of how you lashed out in anger, and forgive yourself.

Now think about how many times you hid your true emotions because you were trying to reach people, because you KNOW your relationship with that person is important even if ya’ll can’t reach each other in so many ways day in and out…… and forgive them after you hate your enemy for your own pain.

You may go ask my therapist, my partner, and my oldest son. I did this little seasonal journey in around 2023 because of the story I will tell now, here, though I am exhausted of this story of my life.

I give myself two paragraphs. And then, you may read some real poetry I wrote not long ago which sums up where I am today, which sums up what my therapist is going to read in January.

However, listen to my music first. You see, I love Lucifer. And Lucifer loves girls. And in that place, we know how much we heal to listen to music. Though I know it may pain you, listen to my music before you read my two paragraphs please.

It is a lie that black people are cursed with black skin from Cain. It is a lie. Black is beautiful as much as white is beautiful, there are many, many beautiful people in this world and in this world system. I decree Lucifer, My Judah Election Lucifer, BLACK. We, the Black Man and I, are Those who #VoteBlue in the United States of America.

NO, I do not want to have sex with this image. So GFY, everyone. Get that filthy thought out of my aura RIGHT NOW.

I may have to drink two shots of Kentucky Bourbon to get out two paragraphs. Only two paragraphs. It is because my mother’s family controlled my father’s family and then the disconnections in my family travelled far and wide, is why this is so difficult for me as an author.

Because I’m done talking about it all. I’m done.

CARRY THE FIRE

A Little Girl Holding Fire, for this is Me, TARA as a child, trying always to balance goodness and goodness. There is a way which never seems right to men; to balance anger, rage even. There is a way which is The Master’s Way and you try, so many of you, to take on His Role as if He will never come back. That is how you keep warring among yourself and yourselves. He will never come back, is what the billionaire says in his heart, is what the child raging at his mother says in his heart, is what we say in our hearts as we lust after peace together, driving one another that much more apart.

Not important except to Me, a Voices of Reason outside political reality.

“Mystics, Gnostics, Theosophists—all speak of a world of soul and spirit which for them is just as real as the world we see with our physical eyes…..”

Rudolf Steiner’s KNOWLEDGE OF THE HIGHER WORLDS AND ITS ATTAINMENT” from chapter one.

“…so ‘the woman and her seed’ are thought of as a human pair, as the Queen of Heaven and Mother of God….It is therefore evident that she belongs to the state before the Fall….”

Carl Jung’s Chapter IV of ANSWER TO JOB

Offenses

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SOTU 2024 goes upon uncoverednomore.blog .

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So I went ahead and began/am beginning the 18 member Wiccan Society and I am going to go through the book systematically. First, I am accomplishing PAGANISM by Joyce & River Higgenbotham in only 3 chapters.

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What I will do is go ahead and put the thorough book review of that book on another blog and keep moving as a general pagan by myself. I now know I am a paleopagan Sorceress.

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Help yourself to misinterpretation. Imma curse that shit right off of you but your judgement awaits you either way.

Be Me. I have to astral project to my main living place in this goddess forsaken land without Him. And that means, I have no protection.

So I get my work done and hope for the day I don’t have to astral project just to get Judah’s work done.

Goddess damn if that ain’t the truth you ain’t got any, Texas.

And fuq you, you ain’t got much truth in this goddess forsaken state.

Or we’d still have roe v wade for my daughters and we would already have state insurance for everyone. We would have immigration streamlined so more human atrocities aren’t committed.

What the fuq do you think we are supposed to be doing in this 50 states? We are supposed to uphold the constitution but not as it stands, as it evolves.

De-evolving to where women are only teens you penis crowd can use to your heart’s content and get away with even more human atrocities isn’t what the meaning and evolution of the Constitution is.

Complete DUH.

12:44 PMC

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I Really Should pick up Smoking at this Point. Hello…….VII by TS ELIOT in “CHORUS FROM THE ROCK” 12:55 PMC 25 November 2024

In this video, I took several about-face turns. Here are the completions of what I want completed:

1. The dear Lady at my main coffee shop ministry place, in as much exasperation as I was expressing with my friend who was also justifiably exasperated (politics and religion are great bed partners for angst ya’ll I really should pick up smoking at this point)—I am being told Marlboro is a good, basic brand…..Marlboro.com……

Said in absolute agreement, that is so correct, Girl (a paraphrase, and what did I say?) let me scream here so I don’t throw my phone ……..

IT’S NOT LIKE they ASKED ME, …..and I was talking about Protestants.

My whole fucking life they never asked or ask. They just expect.

2. Jesus Christ Himself in John 21:18-19 told Apostle Peter how he would die. Apostle Paul talks about Apostle Peter in Galatians 1-2 because he was trying to break up cliques.

Yeah I don’t think Protestants and Catholics listen to Paul or Peter in this day and age so whatever, Here I Am Lord, send me to the cigarette store and protect me from my family who will not take it well that I am now going to smoke like my Daddy did.

3. The Poem is from CHORUSES FROM THE ROCK by TS Eliot, credits in my artwork below.

4. My Daughter was born on my MIL birthday and sometimes their birthday is on Thanksgiving.

5. I am now a Dualist Reincarnation-ist with a side of Agnostic……

SOUND OF SILENCE BY DISTURBED FROM YOUTUBE

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