Create a featured image that captures the essence of longing and hope, inspired by the theme of Barbra Streisand’s song “Memory.” Focus on a serene landscape at dawn, with soft, pastel colors illuminating the sky as the sun begins to rise. Include gentle, rolling hills that evoke a sense of new beginnings and gratitude. Use ethereal lighting to create a dreamy atmosphere, emphasizing a tranquil and reflective mood. The image should be highly detailed, with sharp focus on the foreground and a soft blur in the background, conveying a sense of depth. Please ensure the image is in high resolution for crisp clarity.
May our past/present Selves love our whole Us and see as well as nurture our intellect and mental vision and artistry.
In near and far contemplation in relationally-future, wise, finest choices in companionship, people who are there steadily—as are you—supporting balanced soul growth is optimal.
Polarity: forty-fifth week
“My power of thought grows firm
United with the spirit’s birth
It lifts thesenses’ dull attractions
To bright-lit clarity….”
18 (9X2; 666) LAGUZ
“…flow, water, that which conducts….”
I am grateful Earth-wide for Water Benders working to bring clean waters.
“For while the sun strives for differentiation, the moon draws us toward union and merging…..”
Permutation is saving me again…….what is it pray tell? A way, especially out of several possible variations, in which a set or number of things can be ordered or arranged…….
On the 21 of February of 2025 I placed Botannical Inspirations by Lynn Araujo into my very bright pink, fuzzy book which houses living quotes of Ralph H. Blum from my oldest owned rune set:
I’m Thinkin’ this is Dad’s Oak Tree and Patrick’s Ajuga now. LOLOL I birthed Patrick on my birthday (#ARIES 1966 and 1993) but the Dad, he’s still fussing at me through various peoples and so he is gettin’ MADAM GUYON and everybody else is gettin’ GALADRIEL
This page above has been awaiting my return. I re-surrected myself as Madam Guyon last week and was overtaken by a spirit of religion at the same time I watched all three LOTR original movies across 4 days.
And a private move happened which shall NOT be released because we are back in The Double Moons Prayer Initiative HERE in a very good, a very good way.
It is a part of the New Jerusalem and it is something which I must show you the authorship in heaven being given to the King on Earth, wherever He is:
I have scrupulously refused to deny my past and committed myself to going through MADAM GUYON’s book. Again. Sure; I’ll go through it and finish it.
But it ain’t coming to blogs. SMILE.
The last thing I will do is NEVER inform my enemies up close and far away about Keys of the Kingdom given only to Him. They all, my enemies, have been pulling information out of me, draining me of my Spiritual Life, and calling it their own for years, or if we are to believe the Lord about His Return, GENERATIONS.
I WONDER HOW MANY WOMEN I AM SPEAKING FOR NOW.
I know who my Elijah is now and we do not exist, Mary Magdalene and Elijah, to the Western World.
THE CRYSTAL BIBLE BY JUDY HALL, QUOTE I HIGHLIGHTED 20 JUN 2025:
lol i need more light. I lit the candle above. Ya’ll, for the first time ever, i am using a candle for more light in a little place like they used to do. Goddess damn Jesus Christ where have you astral projected me to today?
Okay here comes religious voice: TODAY if you hear MY VOICE:
ANYWAY …… “OBSIDIAN CAN FACILITATE GOING BACK TO PAST LIVES TO HEAL FESTERING EMOTIONS OR TRAUMA THAT HAS CARRIED FORWARD INTO THE PRESENT. OBSIDIAN IS A STRONGLY PROTECTIVE STONE, FORMING A SHIELD AGAINST NEGATIVITY, IT PROVIDES A GROUNDING CORD* FROM THE BASE CHAKRA* TO THE CENTER OF THE EARTH…..”
I’ve been carrying my ELIJAH’S DOUBLE TERMINATOR OBSIDIAN WITH MY TINY CRYSTAL BALL YOU CANNOT SEE THROUGH TOGETHER WITH RUNES AND CHAKRA. THEY ARE SITTING ON MY DESK LEADING ME NOW AND I KEEP THEM WITH ME 100 PERCENT OF THE TIME.
NOW THEY ARE SHOWING the world system HOW CRYSTALS, RUNES, ORACLE CARDS, CANDLES, INCENSE, HERBS ETC ARE WORSHIP TOOLS OF LUV NEVER FAILS/ AND, THIS IS BROUGHT TO EVERYONE GOOD BY LITTLE SISTER AND ELIJAH WHO IS FROM AUSTRALIA.
//BEGINNING
Rudolf Steiner is kicking my astral projecting ass this time around in COTS. What One notices when One reads this little book is the STEINER WAS USING SUBTRACTION TO TURN BACK TIME IN ORDER TO BALANCE WITH PROPER ASTROLOGY/ASTRONOMY POLARITY.
I can see all the astrologists/astronomists start fighting again.
Create a featured image that captures the essence of spiritual exploration and connection with nature, inspired by Rudolf Steiner’s “Calendar of the Soul.” The image should prominently feature a mystical oak tree as a symbol of wisdom and grounding, surrounded by vibrant botanical elements. Incorporate a soft, ethereal glow, reminiscent of dawn light, creating an inspiring and uplifting ambiance. The style should be a blend of realism and fantasy, emphasizing rich colors and intricate details. Ensure the final image is high resolution and highly detailed, with a sharp focus on the tree and surrounding foliage, evoking a sense of wonder and spiritual awakening.
Create a highly detailed, high-resolution featured image for a blog post about “Threatening; COTS by Rudolf Steiner, Week 7 (June 1-7) 2025 with Week 46 polarity.” The image should convey a sense of contemplation and mystery, featuring symbolic elements related to Rudolf Steiner’s teachings, such as nature, spirituality, and transformation. Use soft ambient light to create an ethereal atmosphere, with shadows adding depth and intrigue. The composition should be harmonious yet thought-provoking, emphasizing the themes of polarity and change. Ensure the image is in sharp focus to highlight intricate details.
I watch the birdies
take a dust bath
where my grass and weeds
really should grow
The Minute Glass ran down
perhaps I’ll buy an hourglass
Someday
7. Seventh Week (June 1-7)
“Take up with strength your rightful task
Replace in me the power of thought
Which in the senses’ glory
Would gladly lose itself.”
46. Forty-sixth week
“Now memory, come forth
From spirit depths, enkindling light….”
Dearest Luv Life,
There is no magic here in Rudolf Steiner’s COTS:
(on a scale balance, the fulcrum is COTS and the left side is the 46th week while the right side is the 7th week)
On the Left: The world is Threatening…. On the Right: My self is threatening
because there is a terrible threat in me and thee….#carabc
I have tried to blend my pagan life and Christian life for years. I am an atheist if I walk into buildings of churches and nothing of the sort otherwise.
Eclectic spirituality is a “thing” in this day and age I guess.
I have some major entities to pull down around me. I am Wiccan and High Priestess with nobody but myself when I begin.
Why?
Smile.
I never ask that, remember?
And, a spirit divorce was made final tonight, it is the birthday of my youngest child and what is more, it is the age my brother died.
A cycle is complete. I am grateful to still be here, to still be someone who can enjoy life, and to be at a point of breakthrough in the Spirit Life.
I cannot announce what work must be done.
Entities and their cohorts are watching.
May 25, 2025: Exoneration is a risky business to many an Exorcist. #TribeJudah election requires exoneration; however, few of us live in the actual reality of it and we don’t talk about it. I blogged it; I wrote it in three books under lock and key as of last night, my youngest daughter’s birthday.
All things in their time.
That is supposed to rhyme.
With goodness everywhere.
There is a Triangle, a Circle, a Square.
Can you tell I can see only the light of silvery moon?
In phases when it is one hundred degrees at noon?
Photo by Joonas ku00e4u00e4riu00e4inen on Pexels.com
In my newer life as the old skin of religion was shed, I would phase in and out of books and their messages for various reasons. One such book which yet again will remain a reference like my essential oils and herb volumes, is WICCA: the Complete Craft by DJ Conway.
When it came back in, I needed help from the book for a rather large epiphany and the management of my new lifestyle. PAGANISM by Joyce and River Higgenbotham is a better book for me; however, it goes not into the actual craft of using majick.
I am breaking it off for the second time; however, for some reason Great Spirit called up three books alongside Mr. Conway’s and they will continue to be read.
What is my reason? I can show in one of my majick books where I first come against the patriarchy; and then, I come against the matriarchy. I can see the advantages of matriarchy as a post-cult adherent and a girl. That doesn’t change some facts in my case about proper authority, and I do not agree, nor will I ever, with Goddess being initial. I don’t actually agree with Gods being initial. I don’t know what I believe in as to balance anymore because all I’ve ever known is people being unbalanced.
The Bible is a good place here imho….self-discipline and common bonds of unity exhortations throughout the New Testament are what I am talking about.
For Me, being only Pagan and fully still appreciating the Trinity of the Bible is best, while being a practicing Wiccan for the spells and casting of circles being the addition to Paleo-Pagan, etc….in my new life….is a better balance.
Please understand my immortality here: I have had ancient wisdom for years and was throwing pagan circles as a christian, quietly, and I knew not where the understanding to do so came from. This is not the only thing about me which is strange. I am sorry if my explaining it is offensive to anyone.
Examples:
I will say it again: Yes, I’m a Goddess. No, I am not comfortable with the common arrangement of Wiccans where there is a High Priestess and High Priest. That sort of language and ritual base gives me the creeps but that’s not because of my spirituality now; it is what spirituality was required for me to be in my past that is the problem.
And I will not ever be in pagan rituals where there is a small group doing majick. Honestly, I would never fit in a group setting and my power would ruin their unity. I am not into that sort of thing, either, as far as power plays; however, people have been competing with my spirituality for years and I am exhausted at the lack of discipline in group settings if my real truth is told.
Protestants and Catholics are so damn hard-hearted about their spirituality; I am really put out about all this at the moment. I appreciate all places of growth in spirituality and the human being. I do not appreciate imbalance like I see everywhere. It is that simple for me.
Author and Solitary Wiccan Mentor Scott Campbell and the eight wiccan celebrations are my Way now. But when I need to kick ass as a Wiccan, I can always allow Mr. Conway to help. He is very balanced in that Way, and I appreciate his cautions and narrative.
Create a highly detailed, sharp-focused image depicting a serene, mystical setting that embodies themes of Paganism and Wicca. The main subject is an open book, _WICCA: the Complete Craft_, resting on an aged wooden altar surrounded by herbs, essential oils, and candles that emit a soft, warm glow. The background features nature elements like ferns and soft, diffused light filtering through trees, creating an ethereal atmosphere. Capture the essence of ancient wisdom and a solitary spiritual journey, using high resolution to emphasize intricate details and textures in the scene.
Please excuse me as I reset my Sanity again for the umpteenth time since 1989 when my life fell apart. I am grateful for my life, and some days, I am the only person in this 50 state mirage of beauty who is grateful for my life.
Have at it. I destroy you; you destroy me. Civil War, set me free.
I turned weird again for a while and have decided to open up runes with my main blog to get my PROTESTant people group over the fact that they just don’t “do” majic my way as who I am and so they can have their little majic life their way or be the atheist they have become their way.
Glad you are happy without me.
Create a highly detailed and visually striking featured image that encapsulates the themes of personal reflection, chaos, and spirituality from “The Calendar of the Soul” by Rudolf Steiner. The image should depict a serene landscape with contrasting elements symbolizing inner turmoil, like a peaceful sunrise juxtaposed with dark, swirling clouds. Include subtle runes in the foreground to represent the mystical aspects of the blog post. Use soft, ambient lighting to create a tranquil yet thought-provoking atmosphere. Emphasize sharp focus and high resolution for a captivating visual experience.
I chose JERA, HARVEST. And all I need is love for this narrative now, oh Judah; I do not thank the Protestant Church for the destruction of my life by your Catholic Womb, my mother.
This isn’t about forgiveness for me, I have nothing to forgive. I thank everyone along the way all the time. Nobody taught me that skill, gratefulness has always been my Creed.
And that gratefulness is the reason I heal and don’t need to forgive anyone. But it also is a way to stay isolated because there are very few people in my 59 year life who care about other people in the details enough to be willing to change habits, statements they make continually no matter how much a girl tries, and etc.
I chose this notebook so I can walk the garden path and produce healing. COTS is full of healing and wisdom nuggets year ‘round that protect my aging mind from the cancers eating away at this society and its history.
And I already know you think me daft for spinning a little tale about a cottage in some long-forgotten place. That’s the problem; you have forgotten love and grace.
A NEW WAY
to live
in love
from Easter to Michaelmas
and back again.
Calendar of the Soul by Rudolf Steiner with Botanical Inspirations by Lynn Araijo
A Tribe Judah Gentile Shares 